God had a different plan. The worlds plan was for Pam to have an abortion. The plan thought best by the caring staff at CPC was adoption. But God had a different plan. A victim of early childhood abuse in her biological familyadopted by Christian parents as a resultadoption seemed a perfectly reasonable and loving plan for Pams own unplanned pregnancy. Thats what Pams adoptive mother thought was best. But God had a different plan The lingering trauma of childhood abuse was not the only dilemma facing Pam. This trauma resulted in Pam being emotionally immature for her years. Her housing arrangements did not allow children. She would be homeless if she brought this baby into the world and did not choose adoption. The relationship which produced this baby was irreparably broken with no hope of support for the baby or mother likely. Also, Pam was bi-polar. The rapid cycling between elation and depression was controlled with psychiatric medicine but these drugs could not be taken during pregnancy. Pam would have to face the normal fears of an expectant mother without these medications. And Pams system would need time to cleanse itself of these medicines. Pam was carrying her unborn child during this cleansing period and the doctors warned of possible birth defects as a result. Donna was assigned as Pams mommy mentor. Donnas only qualifications for this assignment were that she too had been adopted as a child, that she too was a mother, and that she was a Christian. At their initial meeting, Pams desire to keep this baby and to raise it herself was stated without hesitation. That unquenchable desire to be a mommy was all that equipped her for the road ahead. Donna was overwhelmed by the enormity of the situation. She prayed that God would make a way where there was no way and help her and Pam through what promised to be a very trying time. Weeks passed. Donna and Pam spent long hours viewing instructional videos, talking about the day-to-day trials as well as the unspeakable joys of motherhood, spending time in prayerand becoming close friends. Donna was introduced to Pams immediate family, participated in Pams baby shower, and was with Pam on the day of her delivery. Their only plan was to trust in the Lord with the simple faith of a child. Today, Pam and Malachi are doing wonderfully well. Pam attends church regularly and is thrilled with motherhood. Malachi is calm, peaceful, healthy and happy. There will be trials. There will be hardship. There will also be the undying mothers love for her child. Andthatwas Gods plan. How often do we allow inconvenience, embarrassment, economics, pride, or even political gain to thwart Gods plan? How often does that God-given desire in a woman to give life to that which is in her body, fall by the wayside, a victim to human judgment and frailty? How many wandering souls must appear at Heavens Gate to be loved, accepted and wanted only by Him; the One who knew them first in their mothers womb? |
